I sat and held my needs
He joked and cuddle and smiled and cared
I blinded myself to the closet
He came in and rescued me. And kiss me. And help me. He made me hold him back. He cares.
All he's done is care for me tonight.
I talked about my biggest fear. People thinking me feelings are untrue, that what I feel are just exaggeration a and bullshit. He comforted me. He cried. I talked about how I have so much pain and feeling noone understands. He told me that everyone has that and I felt embarrassed. But he's right. I need to deal with this pain alone. That's the point.
I massaged his temples and tucked him him. He was the first man to ever tuck me in.